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Half empty

D+ 22:  I’ve always tried to write this blog through a ‘half full’ perspective; no-one wants to read a ‘woe is me’ diarist.  But there are times when feeling ‘half empty’ would be telling it as it is and this … Continue reading

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A flicker..

D+16: When Elijah saw a cloud the size of a man’s fist in the distance, it was the first sign of the downpour to come. So it is for Fabian, as a flicker in his counts yesterday indicated the presence … Continue reading

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Whose perspective?

D+12: No flicker of movement on the blood countometer.  In fact Fabian’s platelets fell to single figures requiring a further transfusion.  The mucositis has well and truly taken hold and necessitated intravenous morphine for pain relief which Fabian controls with … Continue reading

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Days of Zero

D+7: one week today since transplant. Not much of interest to report whilst we await engraftment; rather like watching paint dry.  The first tell-tale signs of GvHD have appeared; mucositis, diarrhoea and skin rash. This is exactly as predicted and … Continue reading

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Day Zero

So transplant day arrived!  Somewhat of an anti-climax given that the procedure is in effect merely a mega blood transfusion.  I still wonder how they can squeeze an additional pint of blood into a  child’s body, albeit Fabian looked very … Continue reading

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Conditioning and make up

We’re now well past the halfway mark for transplant conditioning.  Six down, two TBI sessions to go.  There was a brief hiatus at this afternoon’s session when the accelerator broke down and Fabian was left in limbo whilst they hastily … Continue reading

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One Direction – no turning back

Do bloggers ever get writers block? It’s cold and dark outside and I’m struggling to find an inspired start to this entry.  Maybe that was it?  So to tell you what’s been happening; we are already well into the conditioning … Continue reading

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The day after tomorrow

Ask Fabian whether he still needs a bone marrow transplant and he’ll point to the fact that his hair is growing back so he must be better.  And he has been extremely well of late, great appetite, loads of energy … Continue reading

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New year, new plan

Well we are now referring to Fabian’s relapse as being last year.  Hard to believe it is nearly 6 months since that woeful day in July.  After a homely but lackadaisical Christmas and New Year during which Fabian piled on the … Continue reading

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Thankful this Christmas

I must admit to overdoing the sentimentality at Christmas time.  It’s an occasion that endures through the generations and childhood memories flood back when seeing one’s own children enjoying the festivities.  Obviously, this year holds special importance.  We are so … Continue reading

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